Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Trying to find answers

I read a friends blog today and it was all about religion. It seemed right to be reading it with me question everything right now and trying to find answers. A lot of things happened whilst I was in Sweden which has made me question everything I believe in. I don't think I could even be pigeon holed anymore even if anyone tried.
I used to be the biggest skeptic and so narrow minded with Christianity being the only answers I could see. But that has all changed. I know that things will get sorted and I will find answers to what happened while I was in Sweden when I figure out what I believe.
So I am now reading everything I possibly can, to try and figure out what it is I do believe in and if it makes sense with anything else. My mother walked in on me lastnight looking at a website about paganism, wicca and Celtic beliefs. The look on her face was a picture, she looked like she had seen me looking at porn. Why are people so narrow minded about these things?

My friend in Sweden who is actually wiccan asked me what I actually believe in.
So what do I believe in?
- I think there is a higher being, whether that is a god, or goddess or a mutual god and goddess together I do not know.
- I believe in Karma and I think that what people give out they will get back, positive or negative.
- I believe in spirits, not ghosts but spirits. And I also know there are nice ones and ones that will harm you.
- I believe in energy and chakras.
- I believe certain stones and crystals hold certain energies, but whether that is actually crystal healing,who knows?!!
- I think that we all go somewhere after we finish this life but I don't know what it is or where it is.
- I believe in Faeries.
- I also believe in the totem system of a person having an animal totem.
- I do believe that Jesus did exist but what the bible says he did, I do question a lot.
- I believe meditation gives answers.
- I believe there is someone who is always watching over us like a guardian.

People may think I am crazy for what I believe in which is why I do not tell people normally. I used to be narrow minded so I can understand where they are coming from. But does it really make me crazy? I know many people who are science based think I am off my rocker. But to them I ask to open their mind just to respect what someone else believes.

Can I be pigeon holed?! Send your answers on the back of a postcard.

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