I want to find a cave which I can move into. I can just put a stone across the entrance and no one will ever know I am there. No one would be able to find me again.
I wouldn't be able to hurt anyone anymore especially the people who mean so much to me. It also means no one could hurt me again either.
I could just hide away from the world and no one would ever have to see me again. I would never have to be a burden again.

I want my cave....