Crunch time

Things have changed so much in the last 24 hours and the changes will become permanent after a couple of phonecalls. But basically the long and short of today was I hit crunch time and I had to make a decision about what I was definitely doing. And I think I shocked a few people because I've decided that I'm going to move to Canada. Which also meant that Jon and I broke up as well this evening.
Anyway I will explain it all properly later but right now I need some sleep because my brain is frazzled and my energy is completely gone. I never want to have to make crappy choices like that again!